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Upon Ayr - 10 Year Anniversary Extended Edition

by Ben Fletcher

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1.
Driving all night in a rusted heap There’s a hole in the floor where escapes the heat Fog’s so thick apparitions float through the cracks of the windscreen right at me It’s coming for us Over this hill lies our salvation There’s a million shimmering lights to come The mat of night admits the groaning glory God-like love I guess It’s coming for us Standing on the corner hear my heart beat loud I saw a memory, I saw a memory. Awake in the crook of the sunrise arm Where the wooden face is a bitter psalm Caught in the throws of the morning wolves Back to the cabin up on the hill It’s coming for us Standing on the corner hear my heart beat loud I saw a memory, I saw a memory.
2.
Open Up 03:44
That was your life in the flash of an eye A burst of colour and a slow decline A carbon copy cut out of your dad The winding highway, coiled snake A speeding car, the great escape A letter begging mother not to worry A time and place is long forgotten The doubt of shadow you have chosen There’s a lost soul for every light on Broadway Open up Everything illuminates The city below ululates The streetlights explode around you The night, the night it has one answer To these questions you’ve been asking You can’t go home again, not ever Open up Hey Gene you can’t if you want, you can never go back home.
3.
All the kids in the skinny blue jeans gang Running ‘round the night looking like a ‘Gap’ ad Keep your friends close, hold them to your chest And you’ll find time moves slowly Like a watched sunset Played out just for your benefit The city is gleaming From here we can dance to the end of the night Oh how this night folds itself around us And now we’re done drinking ourselves jumpers Rub your old skin off, put your new face on For tonight we are one One and the same Made up of dust and chemicals Like moths to the flame We dance to the end of the night There’s no troubles, there’s no tears tonight On the dance floor we appear as if we’re on fire Dance to the end of the night A last dance to the end of the night
4.
Simple Life 04:06
I’m black, I’m blue We drove, the whole night through This hotel, so quiet We’re two hours, from county lines I shot the guards, I grabbed the cash The cops gave chase, we disappeared I sleep, I watch I dream of you, the sirens flash In darkness, in light The blood we spill, this silent night In daytime, we hide One day down The simple life we search for can’t be found I’m up, I’m out They’ve found us here, I don’t know how I shoot, I stop They’re on our heels, I cannot run My love, the blood I run to you, they’ll shoot you too I’ll hold your head, with heavy breath I’ll close your eyes, I hold you tight In darkness, in light The blood we spill, this silent night In daytime, we hide One day down The simple life we search for can’t be found
5.
I was a raven by the colour of my hair, he was a tempest again We were a fracture, a shiver from the start And from the beginning we began breaking apart Don’t breathe a word, keep it like a secret, and no one will get hurt. I was a red bear, by the colour of my hair Instead of the oil and the water it was oil and fire He was a darkness even in that flame We were the ending again Don’t breathe a word, keep it like a secret, and no one will get hurt. There’s thunder in our hearts and heads It’s drowning out the words we said There’s lightning from our eyes and hands It’s burning up the obvious I was a white horse by the colour of my hair I was a jailer, I was a shadow to him He was a watchtower, the silence deafening We were the broken, and the golden in the end Don’t breathe a word, keep it like a secret, and no one will get hurt There’s thunder in our hearts and heads It’s drowning out the words we said There’s lightning from our eyes and hands It’s burning up the obvious
6.
Dry your eyes on the tapestry Shine your boots, join the revelry Grab your coat, reign the melody Curtains closed, does the clock keep ticking if you’re not looking Ocean beach on the memory Travel fast to the Bowery Sur to city towards the misery The sea drove me away and yelled ‘Go to your desire’ A broken record skips a beat So guard your cold blood Like a broken record, your heart skips a beat So guard your cold blood Sound awake on the hard wood floor Crucifix on the ocean shore Cast adrift, I am taken north The city drove me away and yelled ‘Go groan, go groan’ A broken record skips a beat So guard your cold blood Like a broken record, your heart skips a beat So guard your cold blood
7.
Tonight is a liar, it’s a rotten thief, it’s a rhythm, it’s a beat, it’s a sunset Heard in the air of the midnight heat is the bell that grows so hoarse with tolling on and on Down we go Doubt is the life of the written word, there’s a hammer, there’s a flash, there’s a cadence Caught ‘tween the teeth of the listless girl is the deafening sound of thunder rolling on and on Down we go You’re strangers sleeping in the same bed You don’t know how you found yourselves here Half awake the moon makes shapes Of strangers sleeping in the bed This house is a prison, it’s a wound up cell, it’s a vault, it’s a memory fish hook Down by the harbour where you cast you mind to the lover that’s always running on and on Down we go Tonight is on fire, it’s a burnt out shell, you’re a flame, you’re a charge, you’re electric Caught ‘tween the teeth of the desperate boy is the avalanche always rolling on and on and on Down we go You’re strangers sleeping in the same bed You don’t know how you found yourselves here Half awake the moon makes shapes Of strangers sleeping in the bed
8.
We sailed out past the harbour heads while the moon still slept Long grey cloud you must follow it till the morning wakes Oil black night the sea, the silent void where the giants roam We dive down to the endless floor I can hear them call To swim through the mouth of the whale We hold hands descending down to shadow sound Fear rise up hear the panic seize, down you pull me We breathe the ocean in the hollow deep the fears seem worldly Then we see her I will follow you through the jaws so true To swim through the mouth of whale
9.
Father says lead your horse to water Father says try to make her drink Through the lives of sons and daughters With a war that’s always on the brink Early light of the autumn All the hands to the harvesting All the branches here turn to bones And the night wind howls on the heath With the song of sticks and stones and creaks The trees are skeletons They wheeze and hiss and bend at night A night whistles on a leafless branch A moon strobes through a wooden land And I search for my father’s hand In the half-light we begin to sing along With the song of sticks and stones and creaks The trees are skeletons They wheeze and hiss and bend They dance in the wind The live limb hymn They sing, ‘here stands the broken’.
10.
11.
We are nowhere, we're off course, we're miles off We are carried by the sad seagulls through the streets to sea of the roaring coast. We are searching for a home, we don't know what we want. As you stand there in a crowded room, you've never looked so lost or alone. This darkness is just distance dimmed. We toss and turn in waking nights, we long and loathe the simple life. We're vagabonds with open arms, we're the broken bones of sticks and stones. We are calling, we are live, we are running out of time. We'll set alight the half-light, with the ghosted limbs I've seen it all... This darkness is just distance dimmed.
12.
13.
It's so cold in the heart of the summer And your skin is opaque like the water, that we swim in just to feel. Feel the pull of the road 'neath our feet. Light the night with luminous streets. You and me babe, it's all we need You make me shudder Follow you down to the shores of the harbour. Wrap you up in the scarf that was stolen. Watch you coruscate over me. Come across, oh how the ghost of you hangs so brightly, through your eyes I see it project. Now I'm not scared You make me shudder I had a dream you were sinking To the bottom of the sea The leviathan You make me shudder
14.
My sweet darling I can't believe this All this drama in winter, and sleight-of-hand We can't get passed this As you light up the city With half-finished cigarette chain smoke. All the dispossessed dream of you, hey that's what you live for Don't give me drama, give me love And we'll fight, fight, fight, fight, fight, fight this is broken Our words are no through roads, but no words can go through unspoken Let this white page beseech me, let it drag me down To the place where I met ya, your eyes hit the ceiling and everyone, everywhere disappeared into thin air Oh give me love Don't give me drama, give me love And you me tonight that Manhatten would sink in the sea As the secrets we keep become postcards in our memories I knew, I knew, I knew...
15.
You've been drinking all night to disappear But your body stays right there in your skin Crawling snakes and glaring eyes they'll begin This room fills with disdain, now you taste it You've been driving all night to disappear But ol' Gerdy does not like the rain So you'll exist somewhere in between here and silent movies in the silver screen Failing frequencies Words fall on deaf ears All these faces aggravate you So much time looking in review mirrors I've seen hopes on sinking boats and sunlight shards in subway cars I've seen blood red I've seen blue but you my love will bring me through Lost on highways, down dirt tracks I'll keep waiting till you find your way back Failing frequencies Words fall on deaf ears All these faces aggravate you So much time looking in review mirrors
16.
Well we're walking in circles and talking in straight lines tonight. And we're jumping off piers to the hum-drum of your life And I'll swear to you, I'll swear to you this night is ours And you'll implore me, you will explode on fire And I'll tell you tonight that your heart will be fed to the lions And you know if it breaks it will rive into shards And you said A million pieces, we've lost so much trying to put back together I've seen pieces fall from your eyes, they'll be lost forever A million pieces, we've lost so much time I said stop To this night, it was taking us out So it stopped and we wondered around frozen towns He's a cannonball You're a china doll We've been here before in revolving doors. And you said A million pieces, we've lost so much trying to put back together I've seen pieces fall from your eyes, they'll be lost forever A million pieces, it takes so much time

about

Upon Ayr

What you're listening to is demos; fleshed-out demos. Throughout 2010 I was on a world tour with the beautiful, Australian singer Sarah Blasko. We played almost 200 shows that year and most of the songs on this record were written during that period. They developed in sound checks, in band rooms, in hotels, on trains, in vans, or humming into iPhones. In early 2011, while still on tour with Sarah in Australia, I got together with two of my mates to sneak into a university studio where a friend of ours had been studying musicology. Our friend's course had finished months ago but he still had the keycard and security code that opened the doors to the studio. We snuck in around 11pm and would record all night till 4am or 5am, turning off the lights and hiding every 2 hours while the security guard cruised by. We did this for three nights and I recorded the guitar and vocals for around 14 songs.

2011 saw more touring and a little more writing. I recorded more songs in London, this time in my bathroom, two of which (Here Stands The Broken & Swim Through The Mouth Of The Whale) ended up on this album. I thought these and my Uni studio sessions would just be demos, but they sounded pretty good and everyone I played them to said, you should use them as your album. So I did.

Not to say I recorded this whole album in the shower. These songs needed a little more rhythm and pulse, so when I finally got off tour in early 2012 I went into Decibel Studios in a snowy Stockholm to record some extra bits, including bass and drums.

I brought my album back to London to mix at Urchin Studios in May 2012, and there you have it. Simple and easy, like I've always wanted but never fully achieved in my past recordings. Most of what you hear is the first take, all the vocals were done either in a bathroom on a borrowed mic that would sometimes electrocute my lips, or in a little wooden room I had to hunch to fit into. I've always felt like I've been guilty of overthinking my recordings but this all happened without me even realising it.

You're hearing the first solo album from me as Ben Fletcher. Upon Ayr is the album title - a nod to one of the first recorded uses in the UK of the name Fletcher, in a little southeastern town of Scotland, Ayr.

Enjoy,
Ben Fletcher

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released February 14, 2013

ALL SONGS WRITTEN & PRODUCED BY BENJAMIN FLETCHER
©2013
SARAH BLASKO APPEARS COURTESY OF DEWPROCESS/ UNIVERSAL MUSIC AUSTRALIA
RECORDED BY ANDREA AHLENIUS AT DECIBEL- STOCKHOLM
RECORDED BY DAN COX AT URCHIN - LONDON
MIXED BY DAN COX URCHIN- LONDON
MASTERED BY DOUGLAS HENDERSON MICRO MOOSE- BERLIN

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